confuse?!

i really confuse what feeling should i have... i thought i will failed bout 2 o all subjects but now i failed only 1 subjects... is that proud?? no i dont... not proud at all... if i pass all then that will be proud for me... at least still ok la... i have to work hard in the 3rd sem resit.. i can graduate this year...yes!! but i have to thanks god too...

another feelings for me is happy?? o maybe just a perli??
haha...
i received his msg today and said he miss me... wow...
i seems like very happy when saw the message...
but maybe he just kidding with me.. so dont hope too much..

another things is so many ppl pass away recently..
saturday night CH's grandma... thn last night is my cousin grandma and ah jo eh aunt..
both also becausse of cancer... so appreciate our life and take care of our health...
i miss my gong gong too... so fast already 2 years he pass away...
i miss u gong gong...!