Saturday, June 9, 2007

9th June 2007

9th of June...suddenly my mood become very bad.. yesterday i coming back to ometown after my class.. at nite, my mood very bad... suddenly cry out and when watch movie also cry out. i tried not to let myself cry so i went out and sit outside feel the wind there. but i cant control myself..my tears is stil coming down..1 if the reason is because of U.. and another reason im so sad bcoz my parents dun let me bring car to Pg... evryoone asking me to forget u..but...yesterday i chat vf NIn...she giv me some lyrics..this is the 'be strong' lyric...
Are u swimming upstream in oceans of blue? Do u feel like your sinking? Are u sick of the rain after all u've been through? Well I know what you're thinking When u can't take it You can make it Sometime soon I know u'll see 'cause when u're in your darkest hour And all of the light just fades away When u're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray Well hang on and be strong.Where taking each step one day at a time You can't loose your spirit Let live and let live forget and forgive It's all how you see it And just remember keep it together Don't you know you're never alone 'cause when you're in your darkest hour And all of the light just fades away When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray.Well hang on, and be strong No you're not defeated And soon you'll be smiling once again Then you won't have to feel it Let it go with the wind Time passes us by And know that you're aloud to cry 'cause when you're in your darkest hour And all of the light just fades away When you're like a single flower whose colours have turned to shades of gray Well hang on and be strong.

She noe what am i sad for..she can read my minds..that y she ask me to be strong...i really want to be strong...but i cant do it.. but when im outside vf frens i really can make myself happy..but when i goin back home.. i wont happy anymore... i only will think back the sad things...god help me...i dun wana sufffer anymore...pls let me noe wat i want...Dun think Back....LEt GO pls....!

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